Deal with My Heart, LORD…

Mandela’s Quarry, Robben Island, South Africa

A small stone can feel like a boulder when you carry it too long. Minor offenses become major rifts when they go unaddressed.  

Molehills become mountains when we don’t deal with them appropriately.  

An offense, a grudge, a little bitterness, a reoffense, a sleight, some abuse, neglect, unrepentance, hatred, violence – and the cycle continues…

So here we are. Generations confronted with repackaged versions of the same issues, refusing history’s lessons, because we give into apathy that keeps us drowsy and makes us numb. We’d rather be entertained than educated- amused rather than inspired…

And now the only thing that rouses us is the most intense pain and the overwhelming fear of mutual destruction.  

Why do things have to get so bad before we decide we need to pay attention?  

Why do we ignore the sages and prophets that warn us against selfishness, greed, and malice in our hearts? 

In times like these, I admit it, I have to guard my heart against the rage and bitterness that will only make things worse.  LORD, deal with my heart! 

Will you pray with me today? 

Therefore, having put away falsehood, let each one of us speak the truth with his neighbor, for we are members one of another. 

Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, and give no opportunity to the devil.

Let the thief no longer steal, but rather let him labor, doing honest work with his own hands, so that he may have something to share with anyone in need. 

Let no corrupting talk come out of our mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear. 

And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption.  

Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. 

Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.”  

Ephesians 4:25–32

Good Morning, I love you all!

ihs,

just adam

Integrity…

Treating people the way you want to be treated is called the Golden Rule.  Regardless of how you feel about them, whether or not you understand them, whether or not they look or talk like you, whether or not you share common heritage or interests, or whether or not you even ‘like’ them.

The Golden Rule is the firewall against revenge, pettiness, slander, greed, vindictiveness, prejudice, or partiality.  And it is the only rule that inclines us toward a peaceful and compassionate community. But each time we transgress this Golden Rule, we devolve bit by bit towards inhumanity.  

Such a simple phrase with such intense weight levels us all.  The Golden Rule is an equalizer that erases categories of privilege and oppressed, and places the ability to change the world squarely in the hands of each individual regardless of the corrupt and unjust systems that deceive us into thinking we have no power or control. We still get to choose.  It is not always an easy choice but it is a choice nonetheless.

The Golden Rule demands integrity.  The Golden Rule demands tenacity and faithfulness that proves itself especially when one possesses great power or when one is under intense pressure.  And, it is impossible to obey without intentional humility and intense spiritual fortitude. God help us!

Perhaps this is why we abandon it so quickly.  It’s much easier and quite understandable to want to match energy, to retaliate, to return evil for evil.  But the cost becomes our own humanity along with the possibility of any real peace within or without.

So what will we choose?  While the lines that separate us become deep grooves and ruts – who among us will choose to be and to do differently?  

Jesus expects that anyone who follows Him would attempt to live by His rule – this Golden Rule.  Are you, are we among these?  

A tree is told by the fruit it bears, yes?  

God help us all to possess such integrity.  It is the only hope for our humanity.  

And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise.

Luke 6:31

Good Morning, I love you all!

ihs,

just adam

Sankofa…

Our ancestors endured tremendous hardships in the hopes of us being free. They lived and died with only dreams of what we now take for granted. They faced intense and overt violence and injustice with dignity and determination to not allow hatred to twist their consciences.  They made progress, slowly, and we are still here… 

The Civil Rights Movement that we often define as a social and political movement, was actually a spiritual movement that had its roots in the Black Church.  

While we are still here,our communities are struggling.  Our struggling communities stem from our struggling families.  Our families struggle most intensely when we devote ourselves to everything but GOD! When we neglect our sacred past, when we dishonor our ancestors, we forsake our future. 

When Israel entered the Promised Land, God gave specific instructions.  While the land was theirs, they would have to possess it.  In possessing the land, they were told not to ‘devote’ themselves to the stuff that the other people in the land did.  In the battle to take the city Ai, Israel abandoned God’s instructions and they were routed and forced to retreat.

They lost the battle because they took and devoted themselves to the things that God told them to destroy.  In a word, their values got messed up. 

I wonder if we as a people may be encountering some of this.  Have we, in an attempt to achieve the American dream, abandoned the One who truly makes and keeps us free? In our desire for material success and prosperity, have we abandoned the One who keeps and prospers us? What have we devoted ourselves to?  

12 Therefore the people of Israel cannot stand before their enemies. They turn their backs before their enemies, because they have become devoted for destruction. I will be with you no more, unless you destroy the devoted things from among you.

Joshua 7:12 (ESV)

What are we devoted to as a people? Who are we devoted to?

If it is not God, it will not stand… we will not stand.

ihs,

just adam

christian?? (2)

The greatest challenge to the Church’s witness is not some extraordinary external enemy but an internal erosion of the ethics that should exemplify who we are.

In a courtroom, if a witness lies under an oath, they can be charged with perjury. To be a credible witness (per Brenda Salter McNeil), one need not be perfect – but at least be honest. To willfully lie under oath is a crime, and depending on the conditions, can carry jail time and fines.

The christian church in the West and in America is under a heavy indictment. Repeatedly landing on the wrong side of history by promoting oppressive forces or being silently complicit to abuse and bigotry, it’s a wonder that anyone would call themselves christian. It’s a wonder that anyone would trust such an unreliable witness.  

Thank God for those Christian communities that refuse to cede their witness to the powerful.  Thank God for those who advocate for those who’ve been shoved to the margins.  Thank God for those who value all human beings as precious and beloved!  Thank God for those who don’t separate their love for God from those made in God’s image.  Thank God for those working publicly to preserve and protect the dignity and rights of every human – every single one! 

History will be our judge.  Will we be found faithful or at fault? The jury is out, but the clock is ticking…

20 If anyone says, “I love God,” and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen. 21 And this commandment we have from him: whoever loves God must also love his brother.

1 John 4:20–21

Does that seem way beyond us? Perhaps.  But what kind of witness are you? 

Good Morning, I love you all.

ihs,

just adam

We are Still Here…

I’ve got a very early start this morning, and I’m straining to hear what Good News the day will deliver.  I refuse to turn on the television, because I don’t want to hear about the latest overnight shooting or the antics going on in our government.  But the pause, I know, will only be temporary.

As I’m preparing for my first meeting, I can hear my youngest getting ready for school, and guess what?  She’s singing! “I am still here, and it’s by the grace of God…” 

Thank you, Jesus.

We are still here.  By the grace of God.  Things are in no way ideal, and there is much to lament with all that’s going on, but we are still here!  God is yet holding all things together.  As fraught as things are, as upsetting as circumstances are, and as disappointed as we may feel – we are all living, breathing proof – witnesses to the grace of God.  We are still here.  There is breath in our bodies.  There is blood running warm in our veins.  We have the mind to read/write these words.  We are still here.  This is grace.  

We are still here. What will this grace produce in us today? My hope is that as we receive this grace, this grace will produce within us more grace until it overflows and extends to those around us.  This is the grace that gives life and transforms, no?

We are still here, by the grace of God.  It is living and active – it is at work within us – producing within us – world-changing power!  Let this be our witness, let this be our protest against the pressure and dark powers that stokes fears that leave us to despair.  We are still here by the grace of God.

Thank you, Jesus.  

13 He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, 14 in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins. 

Colossians 1:13-14

Good Morning, I love you all!

ihs,

just adam

Who are We Talking About?

There are some things that are consistent with God’s character and some things that are not.  There are virtues that reflect God’s heart, and there are those that do not.  Where there may be doubts, Jesus gives us clarity!

In the Sermon on the Mount (Matthew 5-7), Jesus revises the interpretive lens.  Jesus repeatedly declares, ‘You’ve heard it said, but I say to you…’ But beyond declaration, Jesus’ Incarnation is the ultimate example – the ultimate demonstration- of how our faith should be lived out.

So, when I hear us talking about Jesus while demonstrating cruelty to strangers, callousness toward the poor, carelessness toward those suffering – I wonder – Who are we talking about??

Jesus welcomed strangers, touched the untouchable, embraced publicans and sinners, privileged the poor, blessed the last, lost, least, and left behind.  Jesus embodied compassion toward those who would otherwise be avoided, overlooked, or ignored.  This same Jesus was critical of the self-righteous religious, leery of the rich, and He made the powerful very uncomfortable. 

15 He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation.

Colossians 1:15

Jesus expresses and embodies the character and compassion of a loving God. Jesus is the Mediator of our relationship with God the Father and with one another.  Jesus is our Exemplar.  He teaches us how to love one another well.  Jesus points the Way, He shows us the Way, and He makes the Way for us!

Get it? Now, let’s go and do it!

Good Morning, I love you all!

ihs, 

just adam

Fair-weather Following?

Jesus bids us to follow Him.  Wherever He goes, we are called to follow.  Whether in sunshine or storm, He beckons to us to follow Him.  Wherever He leads,  Jesus calls us to follow – that is to surrender our wills, to relinquish the right to ourselves, to struggle if we must – Jesus calls us to follow Him.

And as we follow, we are promised comfort from the Spirit, peace that surpasses understanding, and even the fullness of joy.  

But we are not guaranteed a problem free existence, we are not promised that we will be comfortable,  we are not promised that there will be no struggle, we are not promised that we will not taste sorrow.  But Jesus calls us to follow Him.

When Jesus asked his disciples, “Who do you say that I am?”  We know Peter’s reply. And we know the blessing that followed.  “Upon this rock, I will build my Church…”  

Immediately afterwards, Jesus began to tell his disciples about the difficult times ahead.  Unfortunately, they were not quick to receive or understand His words. Peter even went so far as to pull Jesus aside to rebuke Him – can you imagine that? Peter thought Jesus needed correction.  But don’t be too hard on him. 

How often have we sought to be comfortable and certain,  when in fact Jesus is calling us to be comforted and confident? There is a difference.  Comfortability and certainty are circumstantial.  But to be comforted and confident – these are gifts from the Spirit. 

Can we relinquish our idols and follow Him or is our commitment only fair-weather?  

24 Then Jesus told his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.

Matthew 16:24

Good Morning, I love you all!

ihs,

just adam

Try Again – with Jesus!

As we are nearly two weeks into the new year, many of us have already abandoned the resolutions or commitments we made at the end of the last year.  

Did you know that January 10th is called, ‘National Quitters Day?’  

Ten days… ten days is all it takes for many of us to abandon a new goal. Wow.  I was shocked when I first learned this, but I am not surprised.  I’ve witnessed as much, firsthand and up-close at the local gym I attend.  It gets crowded near the beginning of the year but tapers off very quickly before Valentine’s day!  

So, I guess I’m writing this morning to encourage you to keep going!  Whatever good goals you’ve set for yourself – don’t quit!  Whatever God has laid on your heart to do – no matter how many times you’ve failed, and no matter how many obstacles you’ve faced – don’t give up!

When your motivation wanes, and you’re threatening to give up – remember that Jesus is with you and give it one more try!  If your goal is a good one – a God inspired one – try again – try again with Jesus! 

Remember when Peter went fishing all night and caught nothing?  Ready to chalk it up as failure, Peter was cleaning his nets and ready to call it a day.  But Jesus encouraged him to give it one more try!  

See what happened:

4 And when he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, “Put out into the deep and let down your nets for a catch.” 5 And Simon answered, “Master, we toiled all night and took nothing! But at your word I will let down the nets.” 6 And when they had done this, they enclosed a large number of fish, and their nets were breaking.

Luke 5:4–6

Now get up this morning and try again – this time with Jesus!! 

Good Morning, I love you all!

ihs,

just adam

Pack Light? (3)

Years ago on a rare vacation, my wife booked a trip to one of those all-inclusive resorts in Montego Bay, Jamaica.  For me, it was an adventure in more than one way.  I had nothing to do with any of the planning, and she went all out!

Everything was included. Flights, ground transportation, food and drinks, entertainment, and a private butler/valet were prepared for us!  It was as amazing as you could imagine but initially I was unsettled!

Normally when we traveled, I was the one who carried the bags, but not this time!  Someone carried the bags, and had I let him, he would’ve unpacked them, ironed our clothes, put them away, and made our dinner reservations!

Needless to say, I was pretty uncomfortable with such attention and proceeded to resist and ended up in something of a tug-of-war over our bags.  In retrospect, I know how silly I must’ve appeared as a result of my antics, but I couldn’t get over the idea of someone desiring to serve us so attentively.

I guess it says something about me, huh? 

By the time we left, I had gotten less anxious about the service and actually got to know the young man who was helping us. I learned that he had gone through tremendous training to learn how to do his job and took great pride in his work and to refuse him was nearly an insult.

It may sound strange, but for those of us who struggle with accepting help or being served, I learned a valuable lesson.

How often do we resist God and refuse God’s gifts because having someone help is a sign of weakness or an uncomfortable privilege.  How often do we get in a tug-of-war with the Spirit when God calls us to unburden ourselves and rest? 

How often do we allow our pride to keep us from enjoying the abundant grace that God desires to lavish on us?  How often do we bear that which God invites us to surrender because of this overwhelming guilt or pride? 

Jesus said:

28 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

Matthew 11:28–30

I mean not to compare Jesus to a butler/valet but I do know that He is a burden-bearer and a heavy-load-sharer, and He continues to call us to rest.  

God wants us to work hard, I believe this to be true.  But God is also calling us to rest! Two things can be true at the same time – despite the tension.

 Can we surrender our pride and guilt – our egos and let God love us?  We may find that we can enjoy our journey a little more when we do!

I am still learning and getting better.  How about you?

Pack light!

Good Morning, I love you all!

ihs, 

just adam